On the Brink

We are on the brink of something really cool


Take a look around you, guys...something is most definitely going on in the cosmos, and we are lucky enough to be here to bear witness to it all

All those tears, all that cursing, all that crap you just went through was for a reason


Following my Facebook one would be able to know that these last two weeks have been a BITCH! From marital strain to financial strain to simply just feeling like I wanted to cry (and did, a lot, thank you very much), these last couple of days have just royally sucked. When you are in the middle of something that sucks, it seems like everything else sucks, too, and when it seems that everything sucks, well, everything, essentially, sucks.

Too, when it seems that there is no way out, that is when we cry out immediately, begging for mercy from the God that I grew up with, the One Who punished more than Loved and the One Who seemed to want to destroy everything in its wake. Yet, when the turmoil began to subside, and things began to mellow a bit, there was clarity that was crisp and pure, like freshly washed sheets hung outdoors to dry in the hot, bright summertime sun. It all became crystal clear to me at that moment of clarity that my life was beginning to evolve. All those tears I cried, and everytime I bit my tongue and gritted my teeth came rushing to me like an August wind in the Mojave Desert - change is upon me, upon you, upon us all, and whether we believe it or not, all those things we have been intending are about to come into our lives,beginning now.

Everything that you have prayed for, wished for, intended, desired - they are all beginning to show signs of popping up in our lives.

Yay us !

Still, there are going to be things that will get in the way 


The things that will get in the way are the things that we still need to work on within ourselves. If it is that we seek and pine for Love, then we will be given the thing that makes us miss that Love and it will go on until we finally figure out that we are our own greatest and first true Love. If we want peace, we will be given more turmoil. If we want freedom, we will be placed into those situations which will take up our time, our brainspace, our freedom to do what we want, but only for a little while longer. And I say only for a little while longer because, dammit- this has gone on too long already. I mean, come on...the economy...housing...job market...all these things that break our hearts everyday are the very things which we all want so badly. We want the economy to be strong, so we are given a situation collectively where we have to pull it back together and make it strong again. We want decent housing, so we are placed in situations which give us reason to desire someplace better suited to our tribe. We want jobs, and we are given the opportunity to do what it is that we were placed into this life to do. When it is that we want, we desire, we pine for something, we are given the thing that we do NOT want, so that we can recognize what it is that we want when it comes into our lives, and when it does, we are surprised at the idea of the ease of our attaining it.

It is not that it will or ever was going to be easy, but rather that the things that we have to go through to get to where we want to be suck so badly that in comparison, when we finally get what we want, we are ever more grateful for it .

And yes, it sucks, too, that it is like this. It sucks so badly but hey - you know what they say...anything worth having is worth fighting for, even if who we have to fight with is our very self!

Stand and cheer for the Warrior within


It is time to congratulate ourselves. Collectively we have been through so much crap that it seems hardly believable that those things we want are almost to us. Yet, they are. The Love, the peace, the things and ways of being that we have all pined for are on the brink of happening to and for us in the here and the Now. There is no better place than the Now, anyway, and it is because Now precedes Then, and Then is where we all want to be. Now sucks okole. Now hurts and Now is the thing that we no longer want to be privy to. But it is all we have, the Now. We do not have yesterday (and really, who wants yesterday anyway, right?), and we do not have tomorrow (because tomorrow is yet to be and no one really knows what is going to happen precisely, right?). We only have this moment to be grateful for the hard times, as the hard times have taught us many needed lessons. We only have right now to be thankful for the experiences which brought us to this very sacred moment in time, this time where we are so excited for the future because the past is so full of heartache and turmoil that to look back at it would be like a dog returning to its own vomit.

But be grateful for all those terrible things that happened, all those words that hurt and all those tears that fell. Looking back at the reasons it all happened one can clearly see that it is but like a dream now, barely recognizable as anything more than what it was at the time - a pain in the ass- and what  it is right now - a hard lesson learned.

Stand steady, guys, and keep your eyes open and your hearts full of gratefulness, forgiveness and unconditional Love. The flip side of all the BS we have all been through is about to happen for us.

The Piper is about to be paid....

I LOVE YOU ALL!!
...Roxanne...